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And welcome to another episode of my dramatic love life.
So back to our previous suitor, Mr 23-year-old-online-dude.
Recently we had a huge fight where he said he had enough of being desperate for me.
It may seem that way for him because he's always the one calling me, whereas I text him.
However, he said "it's always me being despo for you, calling and texting you. You never tell me anything." making it sound like I have never texted him back before. WTF? I sent 4 consecutive messages, and I was afraid you'd find it annoying, as most guys do after a while. I don't call you either because I thought hey, maybe you're busy, and you call me when you're free anyway so why not I just wait for your call. It's torture waiting for your calls/texts too you know.
So yeah, we fought, and he brought up the fact that he found someone he liked and that they shared mutual feelings unlike me and him where he's the one being "despo" for me.
I got really upset that day.
I texted him back about my feelings, saying that the only reason why I don't tell him anything is because 1, I don't even know if he's serious about me, so why chance falling for him even harder than I already did? 2, He's popular amongst other girls, so I'd get fucking jealous easily but I didn't want to annoy him with my possessive nature. I've had a bad experience with that towards someone else and that didnt' turn out well.
I said that I'm not gonna force him to stay with me or anything, but it seriously hurts knowing that the guy you like may or may not return the feelings.
Then when he called at night, we talked, and he even said that we should stop this before we get even more hurt than we are now.



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♥Tuesday, June 25, 2013