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Hah. It's so dumb.
I have a very strong feeling that he's just playing with me and my feelings.
But why can't I just ignore and cut off all ties with him once and for all?
It's not like he actually asked me out and is serious about dating.
He's so secretive, it kinda pisses me off.
Okay, maybe he's worried that I'm the type of girl that becomes super possessive and stuff, so he doesnt share anything with me.
Either that or he wants the choice of just leaving whenever he wants to. Which comes back to the point of using me for his own entertainment.
I mean like, come on. How often do you see a guy randomly chatting up a girl and start going all serious-relationship on her when he hasn't even met her in person.
Frankly, I dont mind meeting up with him. Really, since I really enjoy talking to him.
Butttt. It still pisses me off that he doesnt trust me enough to tell me anything, not even when I ask if he's working or what time is he coming back.
Damn it. I know I'm just wasting my time, my feelings, my energy, but it's been so long since I had someone care for me that way and someone to look forward to talking to when I get home. He's really sweet at times too. I'm still traumatized in a way for *that* relationship, so I guess it's hard for me too.
Another thing is that he keeps talking like he's gonna leave me very soon. I'm not talking about like "breaking up" kind of leaving, but the *poof* kind of leaving. Like BAM, vanish. Kapoof. Which I really really hate. I get so hurt that I'd cry days for sure. Trust me. I'm that sensitive/emotional.

Sigh. This is why I banned myself from getting emotionally attached to a guy before College/Uni.



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♥Wednesday, October 10, 2012