Life Is Like This ♥

Hey :) Today, I had a fun time with Jamie, Aman and Jeremy who are in my science grp for the proj.
We managed to get a productive result and we didn't even fight for the whole proj!
This is definitely my dream grp. We even joked about each other and had fun along the way.
Kays, so I forgot to mention in my previous post that I met my ex.
It was a gathering between past friends and well, yeah, I saw him. (Like duhhhh.)
Anyhow, it was really awkward. I couldn't even look at his face, knowing that he already has another girlfriend in present time. Surely it's not a great feeling to have.
He even dared to leave halfway, saying that it's cos he had HOMEWORK to do.
I mean like, WTH? You'd rather spend time with your homework than with old friends?
You gotta be kidding me.
Well, Wei Jie asked him how was his girlfriend, and I have to be honest, I was a little jealous.
I wish I had someone like that. Someone who I could receive love and give love to. A guy though, not a girl. I have lots of girls already. Hahaha xD
Onto the next topicccc, after my proj, which was supposed to end at 4, but ended at 430,
I went for bball training. And guess what? It hadn't even started yet.
It was supposed to start at 4, but yeahhh, I dont know why it didn't.
Anywho, I went in 'late' and started on the drills.
I felt really awkward and scared cos I needed to tell Sham that I had to leave at 5, meaning I only trained for half an hour. It'll piss him off for sure.
Well, sure enough, he was pissed. But I guess he was more pissed cos I didn't tell him earlier :/
Aw well.
So, after a dreadful goodbye, I went to prepare to meet with my Aunt, cousinz, and bro.
They told me to meet at Bukit Timah Plaza, so I was like okay, that seems easy to go to.
And my couz even said that since my sch has a lot of buses, I can just take any random bus, and I'll still get there.
Thus, I took the first bus that arrived.
BAD IDEA.
It was a 154, and it wouldn't be reaching the Pei Hwa Presbyterian area.
LUCKILY, I met JJ and Kah Yee on the bus. Hahaha :) Such a lifesaver. :D
JJ walked me all the way to the intersection, and I was hence, saved from flying to who knows where. xD
Met with the others, played pool and ended the day with a Jap dinner :)
Super awesome for the later parts, sucked for getting scolded though :/
Okay...I think that's all for today :) Nights.

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11:52 PM

♥Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Heyz :) Been a long time since I came back :)

The year's ending and soon, it'll be 2012, the so called Doomsday.

I'm pretty much the same as last year, maybe a little more pervy cos of some ppl xD

I'm trying to live life to the fullest, cos frankly, I don't know whether I have much longer to live.

My breathing's getting worse, I'm getting tired more easily.

I just don't know what to do.

Even if I'm not playing bball, I'd still be panting.

It's abnormal.

I just hope I won't have any regrets, and that I can live till I'm old.

Okay, time to clear the gloomy stuff up :)

I've been elected by the JH3s to be the new Secretary for the JH2s :) !

So happy :D Didn't think I'd get any positions xD Haha :)

I bought 3 books that was on a Value Buy Sale from Harris too :D

Quite a good haul, if I do say so myself :)

Well, gtg. Needa slp cos tomoro's training day :)

Bye :)

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11:13 PM

♥Sunday, September 4, 2011

Back to update.

I'm finally feeling like Life really ain't about the unfairness, ain't about the depressing times.

You live it the way you want. Live it the way you know it's right for you.

You don't need people telling you what to do.

You don't need people walking up to you, restraining you from going to the place you wanna go.

It's normal to feel depressed. It's normal to feel that life's unfair.

You just have to think that after that time passes, it's not gonna be so bad anymore.

No one is this world is totally hated. You are loved. Somewhere out there, someone loves you.

You just need to find out who. It may take years, it may take forever. But just remember.

That person really does exist.

I'm thinking of how lucky I am to have parents. Both of them.

People out there may not even have the chance to know their birth parents.

Don't covet. Be content.

Divorce, being abandoned, these things may happen to you anytime. You never know.

Treasure the life you have. Don't think that it's always gonna be a bad time.

Yeah, you fight, you argue. But hey, if you didnt, then who would be out there caring for you?

People fight because they acknowledge your existence. Being neglected is worst.

Empathize with the pain of others. You're may not be the unlucky one.

You're definitely not the only one even if you were.

Nothing in this world is going to hold you back.

Dream, and move forward.

Don't. Give. Up.

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10:37 PM

♥Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Okay. I know I haven't been updating.

Well, that's cos there's nothing much to update. Haha.

I've gotten over some things, and I hope I won't go back to them.

I don't want to misunderstand stuff.

I just wanna move on, start anew.

I've been living a tired cycle of events.

I'm stopping it now before it stabs me in the back.

Say you love me @

11:38 PM

♥Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I think I'm going crazy.

I'm crying now. For no reason.

I feel like there's no air for me to breathe in.

That's all.

Nothing had hurt me. Nothing.

The tears aren't for anyone. For anything.

It's just me and my heart, hurting and hurting for nothing.

Is this a disease? Am I going insane? I don't know.

I don't even know what I will do anymore.

I feel like scraping my fingers against wood and splintering them, letting the blood flow.

Yet, I don't want to feel pain anymore, and just sleep into the peaceful darkness.

Would I really have rest then?

I really can't hold on much longer. It's consuming my emotions, rendering me to eventually feel...

Nothing.

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1:45 AM

♥Friday, December 17, 2010

Listening to covers by various artists can really be inspirational you know :)
I've been doing it for the past few weeks.
Feel really relaxed. At peace. Carefree.
Too bad that's only temporarily.
Well, happiness doesn't last forever right?
Haha :)
I've been downloading E-books also :DDD
And as most of you can guess, yes they are romance novels.
AND NO, NOT ONLY ABT SEX.
I'm not that bad okay! Hahaha xDDD
Well, I better go slp :P
After my mum catch me or something then I'm sooo screwed :X
My sis is slping on my bed btw -.- So I guess I'll be slping on the floor tonight.
And no, I can't share the bed with her.
Firstly, I'm down with the cough and flu.
Secondly, SHE TOSSES AND TURNS LIKE A MINI TORNADO.
I am NOT slping together with her if she's like that.
I've had enough of getting hit in the face and the stomach already.
Arghhh :(
Kayyyyssss~ Nights ppl :DDD

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4:13 AM

♥Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Heyys. It's been an eternity since I updated.
Well, life has been good since my training started.
Losing weight :)
Totally happy abt that :DDD Now just have to improve my skills.
Now that I've seen the match between my seniors and Nanyang gals...
I find that I'm crap compared to them.
No, I'm not beating myself abt this. I have to give myself honest opinions.
And I have. All I need to do now, is improve.
Who's says I can't become like them? No one.
Only I can determine that. Not my couch, not my seniors.
Only me, myself, I.
I've got my right hand dribbling to quite a stable state.
Now's my left hand. I'm trying to learn crossover too.
Though it's kinda hard :X Hahaha xD
Okay, so an update on my LOVE LIFE.
Yes, I know this is your fav topic xDD Hahaha xDD
No, I am not seeing anyone right now, nor do I like anyone from my current sch.
They are all like my buds, not into that relationship kinda thing.
*One thing is cos of my ex, which apparently, I can't seem to forget.*
I even heard from someone who heard from someone else that he likes another girl from his sch.
So yeah, kinda like a BANG. Lol. But if he's happy, then why not?
So...That kinda ends my post :) Byes :D

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12:09 AM

♥Monday, November 22, 2010